#idc if he's with wen or gaipa

[a-whole-new-world]

NOW I JUST WANT UNCLE JIM TO BE HAPPY..PLSS GIVE IT TO ME !!!

[zhouxiangs]

10 BL Boys I Want Carnally

or as close to that as i can get, tagged by @bunnakit !

i had to look deep in my soul and tumblr gifs for this so please enjoy the boys, under a cut to keep the mystery alive for two more seconds

i am very ace so the concept is nebulous, let's just say i feel some type of way... and if you see me call these men my sons it's bc they are, ty for your time <3 also the order is kinda eehhhh general idea, i don't actually keep a mental list it took me hours to make this one 😭

10. pete (kiss me again/dark blue kiss)

do not ask me why idk either... there's just Something i can't explain. also it was between him and knock from together with me so i'm choosing the one that committed less crimes, anyway *holds him up like a potato* i just think he's neat

9. vegas (kinnporsche)

my little meow meow,, my explanation for most of these is just "do i not have eyes", but some (like vegas) are special jsjs in his case kp was the first thai bl i watched, as soon as he became remotely relevant i was obsessed with him and then a rewatch made me finally fall into thai bl as a whole so... thank you for your service

8. gong gil (the king and the clown)

my baby my darling my angel and the reason i even know about lee joongi, the actor i've been following the longest that i remember. i haven't watched tkatk in a while so i don't remember the details that well but i've always loved him, pretty sure he's my first bl boy too

7. xie'er (word of honor)

does he count? is this cheating? idc he's staying either way, MY XIE'ER 😭 will never get over him or his killer eyeliner

6. gaipa (moonlight chicken)

possibly the cutest 30yo man out there, that alone endeared me to him but also the way he is with his mother is just so 🥺 he's so special to me (also the fact that he's 30 AND cute as heck it's just so personal to me)

5. wen (moonlight chicken)

god i wish i could explain what he DOES TO MY BRAIN. some of it is the mix effect but i was normal about mix before wen so... he's so beautiful so magnetic i want to bite him

4. black (not me)

listen- he's my lil murder raccoon i know there's plenty of reasons for him to be as angry as he is for the 90% of his screen time and they're all sad but he's just so attractive like that (even though i'm more of a white girlie most of the time)

3. karan (cherry magic th)

i've only had him for two eps but if anything happened to him i would kill everyone in this room and then myself, etc. he's perfect and a nerd and i would love him for any of those two things alone, but they're combined into such a gentle beautiful (inside and out) and sensitive character i jsut love him so much

2. way (pit babe)

so i am definitely not babe, here supporting way's rights and wrongs from day 1. is he pretty? yes. is he evil? quite possibly. do i still want him? also yes. he hasn't touched me so pretty sure his big sad eyes are doing something. to me.

1. sand (only friends)

The Only Man, which is how my non bl friends know him bc i've apparently called him 'the only man i would like if i liked men' more than once ? HIM

special entry: tharn (the sign), yeah this one is definitely cheating

(using the only gif i've made of him so far which isn't great for this but...)

he's so tiny and efficient... like a fiat 500

if you see this and want to do it consider yourself tagged by me <3

[ragsweas]

FUCK!!! THIS EPISOD3 HAD SO MANY FEELINGS!!!

To begin with, JimWen, they are growing?? So much?? Like they are teasing about old trauma and going on not-dates dates and spending time together.

(Though Wen bringing Jim into the place you and Alan made a home was kind of a weird move)

The family dynamics!!! Jim and Jan and the bitterness of sibling relationship that is so subtle about stupid things but that doesn't deter them from helping each other. Li Ming being angry at everyone but also being clear that he does not love his mother but he loves Jim (!!!!!!). Heart's parents actually changing!!! That verbalization of the care between all of them, but especially Li Ming and Jim.

And in fact, the same kind of verbalization from Wen about Alan, about caring for him still!!!

Alan was so hurt this episode, like my boy, so much pain, but he still was there. I don't blame him for his bitterness and anger towards Jim at all, and Jim was at least mature about it.

GAIPA THOUGH!!!!

Listen, I have never been a BIG fan of Khaotung, but this episode? It changed that completely. THE RANGE!!! THE EMOTIONS! THE EXHAUSTION AND KEEPING IT TOGETHER??? I felt that. And even with everything between Jim and Gaipa, they were there. Together. In that moment, Gaipa had the people he needed. Jim, Leng, Li Ming to some extent. The sense of community was beautiful and damn if I don't miss it.

(Gaipa's speech and broken singing got me. I am dead. There is no recovering)

Idc if they make Alan/Gaipa a couple or just friends...just get these two together because Gaipa needs more comfort.

AND THE CLOSING OF CHICKEN DINER???

Leaving the past. He finally stopped holding on to the past. Jim is finally ready to move on and so is everyone else.

(I will kill Beam's parents though)

That's it folks!!! Can't wait for tomorrow!!!

[freensrcha]

TAG 9 PEOPLE YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW BETTER

tagged by @dribs-and-drabbles (thank you for the tag lin 💖)

THREE SHIPS : going for three ships right now.

tinngun!!! do i even need to say anything (add hearliming too just because)

alan x happiness, gaipa x happiness: see how i was an adult about it. TOTALLY don't care if they end up together or not. okay but seriously i just need both of them to be happy and idc how shit a bf alan is, i personally talked to him and he said wen was the problem soooo....

monsam: last official week with them. what will my personality be after this week 😭

FIRST SHIP: last time i did this i went for my first EVER ships so this time i'll go for first ever ql ships i cared about. probably petekao from dark blue kiss or winteam from uwma. they were not my first shows but yeah i didn't care about the couples from my first bls 🫢

LAST SONG: fuck it i love you - lana del rey

LAST MOVIE: love destiny the movie. the comedy in thai movies always catches me off guard twas still very cute

CURRENTLY READING: i've been in a reading slump for like 6 months so ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

CURRENTLY WATCHING: crash course in romance, gap, moonlight chicken, my school president, the warp effect, utsukushii kare 2. also rewatching tms 2 and itsay whenever i'm giffing

CURRENTLY CONSUMING: i need to talk about lunch where i had an egg i fried on my iron box. do people call it an iron box btw ? sounded very wrong rn

CURRENTLY CRAVING: mental stability ah-oop 🫢